Saturday, November 4, 2017

What is the meaning of falling in love for you?

What is the meaning of falling in love for you?

You define it.

For me, falling in love is a special feeling. This is how I define it:

I can feel my heart beats faster when I feel like I’m going to meet you

I can feel a big curiousity about you, trying to find out all about you in social media

I can feel so awkward when I meet you, look at you, or speak to you (moreover, if three of them happen at the same time)

I can smile to myself without a clear reason

I can see the mirror longer and do something to make myself looks more perfect

I can see the mirror hating myself and thinking about, “Will you love this kind of imperfect girl?”

I feel I sing more often, Christian songs are the most

I can wish for you were here, but it doesn’t happen in the reality. Yes, you are everywhere, you fill up my heart and head

I found myself busily look at my Whatsapp just trying so hard to find your message in my Whatsapp chat

I can feel like I am less strong, because it seems like falling in love make me weaker and brittle. I hate having my tears down for an unclear reason

I feel like I’m using more feeling and less logic, which is the opposite of my normal condition, and I hate it a lot. I don’t feel like that this is me

If I could choose, I choose not to fall in love. Because this feeling really distracts me from my habitual action and activity

But, I thank to God for every feeling that I feel. I am a human, not a robot that only does the same activity day by day for the survival reason.

Falling in love makes me feel happier; giving an unusual feeling that makes my day feels different

Falling in love grows my faith; because I feel I pray in a more faithful way, at least I really wish that you could be mine :P

Falling in love make me pray more often, giving me an inspiration to pray differently. I can pray to God in a more “live”, faithful, and honest way, not just asking for what I want persistently in the same boring way.

Falling in love makes me feel healthier. As I feel happier, my stress is reduced, and I can feel my back pain was reduced too.

Falling in love grows my faith, hope, and my relationship to God. I am surrender to God and I am sure that whatever that happen to my life, God has prepared the best plan and also the best man for me.

I thank to God for every feeling that I feel and for every stage of live I went through. It might not always perfect, but I am sure, it’s the best one.

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